hello.
i'm so sorry i haven't had the time to post lately.
but that seems to always be the reason why i don't blog.
oh well.

i've been feeling really sian and tired these few days.
and my concentration and feelings have gone down with it.
really stressed up by my mother, my teacher, my friends.
always feel like sleeping in class.
having trouble keeping my eyes open.
and that i'm becoming more and more antisocial.
i'll just sit in a corner of the canteen and eat.
i don't even hang out with my clique anymore for breaks.
i'm losing the drive to study, do qt, pray, practically everything.

and she thought she was helping me.
all she did was make my life worse.

take me to my deathbed.