heyy..
ok. blog finally updated. there's something wrong with our home internet connection so couldn't access the net. therefore can't play computer, can't post, can't surf, can't do anything!! argh. anyway now i'm in school posting this. our IT teacher has a lot of work to do so he's giving us this lesson to do whatever we want. and since i haven't been on the internet for soooooo long, i might as well do every single thing i possibly can that requires the internet.

1. post on blog
2. play some computer game
3. watch youtube videos =D
4. surf as much as i can!!

yup. that's about it. so i won't waste so much of my time here now. going to watch videos!! =D ok gtg now. only half an hour left. and i can't wait for the captain's ball match on saturday!!

ok. bye.

oh yes. i forgot to talk about something.
angel&mortal!!!!!!!!!!
wheee it was super fun during the camp. especially when my angel was supersupersupersuper nice to meee! yupp thank you moses!!!!!!!!! my best angel ever! woohoo.. and i was nice to my mortal too(of course). yup and i'm glad shushu liked my presents=). see, i'm a NICE person=p. lol. anyway i plan to be equally nice to my future mortals=). wahahahaha that sounded quite..um..i don't know. ahh forget it.

and WHY is the june hols ending so fast?! like yesterday felt like the first day of the hols, then now last week already. hai.. but come to think of it, there wasn't much to do during the hols except homework, of course. oh, and study(duh). but after that there's nothing to do already. like want to go out also don't know where to go. everywhere seems so boring. like i've been to places like science centre and omni theatre and discovery centre and the zoo and bird park etc etc like a hundred times, and now even the thought of going there makes me sick. the only nice place i can think of going to is escape theme park but then it rains everytime i want to go there. crap. i could go shopping, but my parents don't allow me to go out with my friends without 'adult supervision'. like what crap is that.
okok maybe it isn't so good to go out without my parents at my age.
i could go to the library though. there my parents don't have to stay with me because there's nowhere else to go from there. but the problem is both my parents are super busy since the church camp so they work until like 12+am or something. there was this one time my father told me that he went to pick my mother from work at about 4am. siao right. sooo late la. oh well..

ok gtg eat my lunch now. bye.

hello!
yes yes posting because some ppl want me to. blah. oh well.
YES CHURCH CAMP WAS SUPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahahaha. learnt a lot from this one=). in fact, i learnt the most at this camp than at all the other camps i've been to. don't know why. maybe it's because i worked so hard to be able to go=). or maybe it's because i took down notes. yes yes i'm such a good girl. lol=). ahh, at least i found the speaker easier to understand this time. timo said i had matured in my spiritual growth. well, thanks timo but i'm not very sure. i just took down whatever i heard and roughly understood. none of it really got into my head i think.but nvm, i will revise my notes and refer to the Bible to try and understand more of what the speaker said and if i'm still not sure, i will ask the older youths. yup=).
if only the camp were longer though..
and tomorrow we have to go back to school for harp. ahh. oh well, i guess its a break from slacking around all day at home=). and i miss playing harp too.
ok enough talking for now. quite tired. then later have to go for father's day dinner.. ahhhhhhh i'm sure to be dozing off after a while=).
wheee i've got fee-ling man! lol

YESS ITS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hooray for church camp. and i bet its going to be better than the last one. wheeeeeeeeeeeee!! must get myself physically, mentally and spiritually prepared for it. i can't wait man!!!!!!!!

and life with braces seems to be getting more normal. however the only thing i can eat is like rice and some vege and tofu(lol) etc etc. quite limited. but i'm prepared for it. the problem is i'm losing more weight even though i'm eating like a LOT. like now i'm 49.6kg when i'm supposed to be 50.somethingkg. crap. my mother said if i'm going to lose more weight then i'm going to be really sick and will have to see a doctor. argh why are things going wrong for me NOW??

oh well. cannot make myself feel any crappier. must be HAPPY! and church camp here i come!!

ok. its done.
I HAVE MY BRACES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and they're blue. ok actually i was thinking green, but their green looked a bit too bright for a first timer. so i chose blue instead. and now i'm beginning to think that the blue i chose looks a bit like grey.
GREY?!?!
argh. oh well. bye!
happy happy me!!

i cannot stand it anymore.
holiday homework is always beyond my limits, now i can't even do half of them?!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
seriously, is there something wrong with me, or is there something wrong with my homework?
great. now i'm becoming more stupid by the second, so very soon, i won't even know how to do everything anymore.
*bangs head on the wall*
*smashes plate on top of head*
*runs down the stairs, falls and breaks leg*
*hops with one leg up the stairs and tries to run down the stairs, breaking other leg in process*
*drags body to the kitchen, takes knife and slits wrists*
"thats it. shes dead."

i hate myself.