damn.
it's back again.

i actually thought it was over and done with.
but it came back.
i hated feeling like that the last time.
and now i still hate feeling it.
but i guess i can't help it.
i just wish it would leave me alone.
what did i do to deserve it..?
i really want to give up.
i want to end it.
sick of so many things.
mostly sick of myself.
i have no place on this earth.
it doesn't need another loser like me.

it's taking its toll on me already.
i give up.

okay REALLY SORRY i seriously haven't had the time to up date.
man look at how many days i haven't updated.
since 2 jan.. o.0
wa.
quite long.

the reason why i haven't had the time is because of my hectichectic schedule.
we now have a new system in the school.
its something like in JCs, or so we were told.
called the homeroom system.
where the teachers now have their own classrooms, or homerooms as we call it.
and the students have to walk to that particular teacher's homeroom for lessons.
while carrying their heavy overloaded bags.
well you might think that this is pretty okay.
but the other problem is that the school does not know how to allocate reasonable timetables.
just look at mine.
from monday to thursday, our schedule seems quite qing song.
however on friday, we have 6 subjects, have to bring more than 10 books, more than half of which are thick and heavy, and the day officially ends at 4pm.
and i also have cca on that day.
and by the time i get back home, it's already 7-something in the evening.
look how ridiculous it is.

okay i shall stop complaining now as it's making me frustrated.

boy oh boy i'm going to have problems finishing my homework this weekend.
and i also have to go out like now.
for what i also don't know.
come and waste my time.
haiya.
okay i'm going.
bye.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
okay one day late but whatever.
2007 is here!
man how time flies.
already another year is gone.
so have you wasted 2006?
have you done anything worthwhile or good or whatever?
have you shared the gospel?
well i can tell you that i tried to.
just that it didn't really come up to anything.
oh well.
must try and try again!
haha.

i guess 2006 was a rather..eventful year for me.
and also a BIG wakeup call to tell me how stupid i am.
but nevermind.
i shall not make the same mistake again.
it costs me too much.

anyway.
on a lighter note,
OUR NEW SCHOOL IS FINISHED!!!
well almost anyway.
it's damn nice la.
and my mother said the design of our new school looks similar to the design of ACS(I).
which just happens to be my brother's school.
probably because both schools are related in a sense.
but anyway.
we can finally go back to our promised land!
YAY!!!

oh man school's starting tomorrow already.
and we all have to WALK to the new school from the old school.
which means that like 1400 ppl are going to walk to the new school.
wa sure create havoc one.
so many ppl.
siao la.
okay i must go pack my bag for tomorrow.
seeya =).

i want to tell you.
but..i can't.
it's too much for me to handle.
..i'm sorry.