damn.
it's back again.

i actually thought it was over and done with.
but it came back.
i hated feeling like that the last time.
and now i still hate feeling it.
but i guess i can't help it.
i just wish it would leave me alone.
what did i do to deserve it..?
i really want to give up.
i want to end it.
sick of so many things.
mostly sick of myself.
i have no place on this earth.
it doesn't need another loser like me.

it's taking its toll on me already.
i give up.