hello i'm back!
sorry for not posting again.=)

and BAY camp is just round the corner!!!!
wheeeeeeeeee!
i can't wait.
camp camp camp camp camp camp camp camp camp ca-
okay nevermind.
you get the idea.
and it's gonna be in choa chu kang..
so far..
but i guess it's nice to have BAY camp in a different environment.
I
CAN'T
WAIT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hee okay overreacting.
sorry.

and nowadays i don't even have the guts to weigh myself.
because..
i PUT ON WEIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
alamak back to my diet again.
haven't been thinking much of my weight.
oh no.
valerie how could you??
you horrible person!
go back to your diet right NOW!!
and when i say now i mean NOW!!!!!
..
sorry.
i think my randomness has come back.

okay.
blah blah blah blah blah blah i don't know what to say anymore.
oh ya.
i was thinking..
should i bring biscuits to camp so that i won't have to eat the whole packet of food?
that way i won't waste food.
and maybe won't gain anymore weight?
yeah.
but wouldn't that be wasting my money?
after all the camp fees include food payment right?
okay..
maybe i should just not eat and give my food to someone else.
ahh.
oh wait maybe not.
that way i'll be causing inconvenience to some ppl.
good grief valerie what are you thinking?

okay i should stop thinking now.
my thinking too much will probably lead to drastic results.

oh.
and the choir thing in church.
now all of us have the songs stuck in our heads.
..
and the soprano has to sing so high.
walao.
i know i was in soprano 1 last time.
but i think i've lost my touch already.
and my voice is horrible anyway.
should have gone to alto.
=/
oh well.
too late.
and i realised that i'll be missing like 4 practices.
!!!!!!!
howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow???
won't be recording 3 songs.
which means that i won't know how to sing them.
OH NO.
HELP!
maybe i can learn them myself?
oh well.

my suffering hasn't ended.
it's only just beginning.
i wonder how much longer i can take it.