okay.
YAY exams are finally OVER!!
and that was like last week. =)
ohh well..
yay can slack now.
NO MORE MUGGING.
but the results come out like on wednesday.
that is really REALLY fast.
can you at least let us who have mugged for so LONG have some time to have fun??
in the end it's like less than one week after the exams that we get back out papers.
and boy am i going to fail all of them.
someone congratulate me.
i'm retaining next year.
yay!..not.

anyway.
so now the exams are over.
and i can finally concentrate on other stuff.
like how my fr -..
okay nevermind.
and how about me c -..
wait WAIT.
no one wants to hear this.
if you want to know just ask me then.

haha i just realised.
in my depression, i make other people depressed as well.
darn it.
but it's okay.
i shall just keep everything to myself from now on.
so that other people won't be affected anymore.
don't worry, i can take it.
trust me.

heh if anyone has read my foolscap paper,
which i think no one has except i think one person,
you would know how i'm thinking of c________ s______.
go figure.
well i feel like doing it now.

is this really me?
that i should end my life now
to block out my suffering and pain
is this what i have become?