hello again.
hah this seems to be the first thing i say everytime i post.
but whatever.
sorry for not posting regularly.
as usual.=)
too busy thinking about c________ s______.
haha no la.
and apparently a lot of people know what c________ s______ means.
i'm lousy with words la.
i know.
=)

but is it THAT obvious?
i don't know.
probably is.
since a lot of people know what i always think about.
haha i'm too guang ming zheng da.
o.0
i probably like attention too much.

anyway.
results were..
horrible.
almost every subject dropped.
and i failed history.
yay.
i'm a genius!
hooray.
i love myself.
and..
that's all fake.
don't listen to it.
so my hopes of going to triple science are dashed.
but i think i can make it to physics/chem + pure lit.
i hope so.
wish me good luck.

okay.
for some reason my left palm looks really old and wrinkly compared to my right.
hah.
okay whoops.
random.
next.

boy do i keep forgetting that i should not post depressing posts.
so that people won't get affected as well.
well, probably most don't really care.
i don't blame them.
who wants to care about me anyway?

heh i'm sinking deeper and deeper into my own self-made quicksand pit.
and i keep struggling.
when shall i stop?
when my head is submerged in the quicksand?
yup.
then i won't be able to struggle anyway.