if there were one person in this world whom i could get rid of, that person would be myself.

i mean seriously, every single thing that i do causes at least one other person either anger, disappointment, worry or sadness.
and come to think of it, there has been not one thing i have done that makes people happy.
even if i don't do a single thing, at least one person would be angry or disappointed or worried or sad..
and the list goes on and on and on..

causing worry is the worst thing that could ever happen.
i really don't want people to worry about me.
because that makes them sad.
and i don't want people to be sad because of me either.

what is wrong with me?
i just can't seem to do anything right.
or anything at all for that matter.

and i was just wondering..
why did God create me?
i know the Bible says everyone was created for a purpose..
but i really can't see the purpose of creating me.
like, what am i supposed to do?
what CAN i do, in fact?
i'm lousy at everything.
i can't do anything right.
i cause people to be angry/disappointed/worried/sad all the time.
no one is happy when they are around me.
i make people feel really depressed/stressed.
okay there's too many to write.
i can tell you more if you want to ask.
but seriously..

i'm sure everyone hates me.
i hate myself too.
heh.
which probably makes me the world's worst inhabitant.

and what do you do when you want to get rid of the world's worst inhabitant?
kill me.
please.