hey.
couldn't get to my blog i think a few days ago.
there was some glitch i think.
but whatever.

anyway.
sorry.
i didn't have time to post the last week therefore..
yup.

so after one week of holidays,
here we are back at school again.
and now is officially the start of dehumanization.
and after one week of dehumanization,
my brain is well and truly DEAD.
we get worksheets after worksheets.
practices after practices.
man am i going to be SO GLAD when the streaming is over.
so this period of slugging it out for next year is going to feel like someone put a block of pure metal on you and you have to withstand its weight until the 6 of october where some kind soul comes and FINALLY lifts it off your back.
wow.
wouldn't the feeling be great.

but for now,
let me concentrate on studying.
ohh wait.
i can't concentrate.
too many things on my mind.
as always.
not concentrating,
distracted,
not concentrating,
distracted,
not concentr- ...
never mind.

everything is going wrong with/for me.
or at least,
everything seems to be going wrong.
i know some problems are solved,
but more problems are showing up.
taking place of the previous problems.
constantly occupying my mind.
why...?

oh well.
by the way, *somebody* has a point there.
i really AM a loser.