hey.
heh sorry didn't feel like posting the last 2 days.
a lot of things caught up in my mind.

anyway.
went for bay yesterday.
a change of topic for the next 2 months.

we are God's masterpiece,
and were not accidentally made.
God made us for a purpose,
for a reason.
now our goal is to find that purpose.
and at the same time,
we should try to live Godly lives that are pleasing to Him.
and since we are God's masterpiece,
we should not do anything that inflicts pain onto ourselves,
that goes against Him.
because by doing that,
we are hurting and going against God too.
He feels the pain as much as we do.
He made us for a purpose,
and that purpose was not to hurt ourselves or to go against Him.
that purpose is probably to spread the gospel,
to be God's messengers,
to testify to His wonderful works,
to go out to all the world and save those who have not accepted Christ,
those who have not had the chance to listen to God's word.
and even if that is not our ultimate purpose,
we should still live a life that is pleasing in His sight.

i really felt that this was directed at me.
but at least it really hit me that i was doing something wrong,
something that hurts God.
i guess i really wasn't thinking straight..

and i want to thank those cell people who stayed upstairs to really talk about my problems and try and help me pull through them.
victor, timo, joanne, joel..
i really can't thank you guys enough.
they prayed a lot for me too.=)
ohh and thanks victor for that..um..kind gesture?
haha..
yup that really encouraged and helped me so thank you again.=)
i really appreciate it.