again.
yet again.
i was just thinking.
why do people like to make fun of me?
is it THAT fun?
especially strangers who i probably don't know.
anyway that particular problem was solved.
but in this case,
there's someone who i know that's making fun of me.
someon who knows that i volunteered myself to become a peer lite.
calling me a loser,
saying that i want to make the sec1s as depressed as me.
like, why would i want to do that?
that's the thing i least want to do.
the results would be horrible.
the sec1s would hate me too.
in the end i would make them fail all their exams.
but who would want to do that?
i certainly wouldn't.
anyway.
what i'm saying is,
i don't understand why people like to make fun of other people.
especially if the person they're making fun of is someone they hate.
okay,
i understand that there are some people who hate me.
and..
who want to go to the extent of tagging in my blog?
maybe..
i don't know.
someone who hates me so much that he/she wants to tell the whole world what i stupid idiot and loser i am?
most probably.
but i don't get it.
i didn't tell anyone whom i wasn't familiar with that i wanted to volunteer to be a peer lite.
unless..
it's someone whom i'm actually FAMILIAR with that hates me and doesn't think i would be a good peer lite.
but at least i want to try my best?
i'm not THAT bad a candidate, right?
...right...?
or..
maybe i'm thinking too highly of myself.
maybe i really AM an idiot.
ohh wait.
i AM.
i am the worst living thing you have ever seen.
i'm just worthless.
probably even God hates me.
and of course now i'm doubting God.
sorry..
anyway.
yup.
i'm an IDIOT.
i'm a STUPID IDIOT.
i'm a LOSER.
i don't deserve to live.
i should be DEAD.
which is actually quite apt, since i'm thinking _______..
so,
i want to take this time to thank *somebody*.
for giving such a truthful comment.
i can't think of anything better to say.
so..
well said.
now i realise why people like to make fun of me.
it's because they WANT to.
they think it's so fun, making fun of me.
because i will be affected by their harsh comments.
because i will be so affected that my life will come crashing down on me.
because they'd like to see that happen.
because..
they HATE me.
yet again.
i was just thinking.
why do people like to make fun of me?
is it THAT fun?
especially strangers who i probably don't know.
anyway that particular problem was solved.
but in this case,
there's someone who i know that's making fun of me.
someon who knows that i volunteered myself to become a peer lite.
calling me a loser,
saying that i want to make the sec1s as depressed as me.
like, why would i want to do that?
that's the thing i least want to do.
the results would be horrible.
the sec1s would hate me too.
in the end i would make them fail all their exams.
but who would want to do that?
i certainly wouldn't.
anyway.
what i'm saying is,
i don't understand why people like to make fun of other people.
especially if the person they're making fun of is someone they hate.
okay,
i understand that there are some people who hate me.
and..
who want to go to the extent of tagging in my blog?
maybe..
i don't know.
someone who hates me so much that he/she wants to tell the whole world what i stupid idiot and loser i am?
most probably.
but i don't get it.
i didn't tell anyone whom i wasn't familiar with that i wanted to volunteer to be a peer lite.
unless..
it's someone whom i'm actually FAMILIAR with that hates me and doesn't think i would be a good peer lite.
but at least i want to try my best?
i'm not THAT bad a candidate, right?
...right...?
or..
maybe i'm thinking too highly of myself.
maybe i really AM an idiot.
ohh wait.
i AM.
i am the worst living thing you have ever seen.
i'm just worthless.
probably even God hates me.
and of course now i'm doubting God.
sorry..
anyway.
yup.
i'm an IDIOT.
i'm a STUPID IDIOT.
i'm a LOSER.
i don't deserve to live.
i should be DEAD.
which is actually quite apt, since i'm thinking _______..
so,
i want to take this time to thank *somebody*.
for giving such a truthful comment.
i can't think of anything better to say.
so..
well said.
now i realise why people like to make fun of me.
it's because they WANT to.
they think it's so fun, making fun of me.
because i will be affected by their harsh comments.
because i will be so affected that my life will come crashing down on me.
because they'd like to see that happen.
because..
they HATE me.
