sorry i didn't post for so long. not in the mood to these days. because of SOME stuff (i shall not mention any specifically).

ok. so. update on my life.

its the last week of school! yay =). but unfortunately it's turning out to be horrible already. we had to do a compo today and we really weren't in the mood. and then tomorrow we have to practise oral.
wow. WHAT a nice way to start the week.

ok and now the stress is really getting to my head. i think i'm a bit mad now. things have been happening. i'm trying really REALLY hard to control my emotions and it's working somehow, but i think i will soon explode into a million pieces and unleash the demon in me. and by that time, i think it will be too late.

nothing seems to be taking my mind off ______. but i will try my best to get rid of the stupid feeling inside me now. even right at this moment as i'm typing this, i'm actually forcing these words out of my mind just for the sake of updating for you guys who read my blog (not that many people read it).

ok i've vomitted out all i can. i'm too tired to try anymore. maybe i'll try to end this soon. i'm making you guys feel really depressed just reading this, i know. trust me.