ok i admit it..
i momentarily forgot to post in my blog..
haiz..
dang it how can i be so forgetful???????
oh well..
nvm..

i juz realised something..
ok maybe i realised this long ago but aniwae..
im becoming one of the most hated ppl in my class..
with the exception of my frens..
like abt 6 ppl..
but then..
other ppl hardly talk to me..
even when i try to say hi they juz walk away like im no there or reluctantly say a hi before giving me a look that says 'wierd'..
haiz..
then when the teacher puts me in one of their grps for grpwk, to the teacher they haf no expression but inside im sure they r thinking 'walao y muz the teacher put HER in my grp?'
like there was this one time, we were supposed to get into pairs..
then since my class has an odd number of ppl theres bound to be one person wif no partner..
n i was the idiot who didnt get a partner..
n the teacher din even notice..
she juz continued talking like everyone got a partner..
sheesh..

but at least i haf some frens..
which is what i muz be grateful to God for..
if not if i haf no frens i might as well tiao lou zi sha right?
ok..
maybe not..
but at least i would feel like doing juz that right?
haiz..
but our purpose of life on earth is to spread the word of God to ppl who havent got to noe him yet..
so even if i haf no frens i still muz fulfil my purpose right..
so i muz continue to work hard..
find ways of talking to my frens abt Christ..
so that they too can be saved..
n spend the rest of their lives wif God in their hearts..